The Rewritten Love: A Second Beginning By Max Charming chapter 465
It seems every time she was with him, Madelyn would be reminded of these things. She had
obviously forgotten about them but could still remember whenever she was with him.
How did she ease the pain in her heart back then? The answer was that Madelyn would injure
herself and use the pain inflicted on her body to counteract the sadness in her heart. Even if
she were hurting herself, she would not feel a thing. She would only feel immense pleasure.
Madelyn found a scissor in the kitchen and slit across her forearm. It did not bleed the first
time, and her heart felt more pain. The second time she slit through it, it bled… The blood
droplets that emerged dripped into the pool and were dispersed by the water before flowing
into the sewage. Madelyn smiled.
In that pitch–dark house, she smiled like a wretched ghost. She slit her arm a third time. Due
to the pain in her body, the pain in her mind was receding. She watched as the blood slowly
dripped. Madelyn had achieved ecstasy from the self–harm, Her emotions found their release
as it flowed out with her blood.
Zach had seen her abuse herself before. When he found out, he did not have any worry or
sadness in his eyes, Instead, he took the knife and grabbed her hand. He then slit a cut on the
very same position. It was so deep you could see the bone. After that, she fainted due to too
much blood loss.
When she woke up, she was caged. Zach said that she had gone crazy. In actual fact, she
was not crazy. She clearly knew what she was doing. She wanted to tell him she was just sick
and needed a very long time to heal herself slowly.
“What are you doing?” A cold voice suddenly rang from the unlit living room. The next instant,
Zach turned on the lights.
The blinding lights made her squint her eyes. Zach walked over and snatched the scissors
from her hand. Madelyn looked at him indifferently. This time, she saw his worried and angry
expression. He grabbed her arm and stared at her with his dangerous gaze as if he was about
to explode at any moment. He asked, “Do you want to die so badly?”
Madelyn smiled through her tears and said, “I just want this spot to not hurt so much.” She
then pointed to her heart.
“I don’t know what to do, Zach!” Madelyn screamed, “I’ve been eating my medication as I
should and sleeping well… However, I still feel terrible.
“I even considered ripping my heart out and thought it would make me feel better. I might look
like a psycho, but I’m not. I know what I’m doing, but I just can’t control myself. I’m not crazy,
Zach. I’m sick, but I don’t know how to heal myself,” Madelyn rambled. It was as if those
words were for the Zach in her previous life.
Zach’s heart shuddered. Suddenly, Madelyn was pulled into an embrace. She could not vent
the emotions broiling in her chest, so she bit him on the shoulder at the same place.
After a while, Madelyn felt herself calm down. She could also feel the scissors in her hand still
dripping with blood.
