Christopher caressed my body, and when his fingers were running across my smooth back, he said suddenly, “You fool, I don’t want you! You left me all alone. I don’t want you anymore.”
Hearing those words leaving his lips left me crying helplessly. I then kissed his face and said, “No, Chris, I did not do it on purpose. I may never see you again, so please don’t be so cruel to me. All that is left of my life is 60 days. Please do not be cruel to me even if it is just a dream.”
“You’re the one who’s cruel! Why did you abandon me?” Christopher repeated this phrase questioningly and coldly. Then he gently pushed my hand away.
Feeling at a loss, I crawled over to him, looking at him through the gap in the bandage. Then, I tried my best to arouse his desire, while crying and saying, “I really don’t want to, Chris. Please don’t be angry, okay?”
With those words, I sat on him hard and started moving at a slow rhythmic pace; it was an exercise I had not done for a long time. The sudden pain in my lower abdomen made me feel terribly uncomfortable, but it did not hurt much as I was so happy. I was with Christopher again, merged together as one. He was still like how I remembered—hot and throbbing.
However, Christopher froze as he was surprised by my sudden action. “Are you mad? Get up. Did it hurt?”
“No, it did not hurt at all!” In reality, it did hurt, but I enjoyed it so much because the person inside me was Christopher.
Right away, Christopher straighten up, held my waist, and positioned himself on top of me. When he entered, he wept as he said, “You foolish woman, I really thought of abandoning you. From now on, I’ll ignore you and leave you.”
As he spoke, he thrust forcefully. Though I was in pain, I felt his tenderness. Hence, I gazed at him, clearly infatuated, and wrapped my hands around his neck. But Christopher bit my lip and spat, “How can you be so cruel, Yvonne? I hate you. I really hate you! How can you be so cruel to me?”
I raised my head high and curled my body into an arc, completely letting go of myself to accommodate him. Even in my dreams, our sense of coordination was perfect, I kissed his tears, and my lips kept lingering on his cheeks. “Chris, this dream is so real, I really don’t want to wake up.”
Quickly, his actions became rough. The man wrapped my legs around his waist and did not allow me to lie down. He wanted me to sit up while holding him, so he could kiss my lips and nibble on my earlobes.
My body was still very weak, after all. Doing such vigorous exercise, I gradually fell into semi-consciousness. Like before, Christopher did not stop, and I worked hard to show the best side of me until I passed out completely.
That beautiful dream lasted for a long time. I kept hearing Christopher calling me a foolish woman in my ear, saying that I was cruel. Then, he would bite my lips hard and thrust into me, again and again.
When I woke up, I felt dizzy, and my whole body was numb, but I did not feel any pain. I just felt weak. It was dark in front of me once again. Surprised, I touched the bandage in front of my eyes and realized that it was fresh. Someone changed it for me while I was still asleep.
“Jenny!” I called, still feeling dizzy. As a habit, I tore a page from the calendar. My ears felt prickly and uncomfortable, and I really wanted to scratch at them.
Jenny did not come, but I heard heavy footsteps.
“Is this Silas?” I asked.
The man patted my arm to indicate he was.
“My eyes are itchy. The doctor said that I can remove the bandages tomorrow, but it’s itchy and uncomfortable. Could you please take me to the hospital? Remember to call Jenny with me.”
The man carried me out of bed and put me in a wheelchair. Before I could turn around and scream, I was already in it. I looked in his direction and felt that I was probably overreacting and making a fuss, so I just pretend that nothing happened.
Silas then wheeled me into the bathroom and helped me wash up. He was serving me more carefully than one served a queen, but when his huge palm was on my face, I had to say I did feel a little uncomfortable.
Is he… taking advantage of me?
